Mel Gibson Warns Oksana He Could "Commit a Crime"!

Oksana Grigorieva and Mel GibsonMel Gibson and Oksana Grigorieva's correspondence could become the topic of a book. A thriller book! One year before the famous January 6, the actor sent her a letter in which he described himself as feeling so out of control that he "could drink or commit a crime"."I'm so ragged I could drink or commit a crime. The anger seems to be out of my control. I need to do something about it something lasting not just a band aid. I don't know why I'm so whacky and depressed but I need to get well and re-enter life.� Please don't be upset I've gone. I'm just not myself and feel bad when I am so f**ked up and sick around you. I don't want to inflict this unhealthy version of myself on you. Maybe it's some kind of male menopause or Brian's s**t", Mel wrote in the undated letter obtained by TMZ.com.Sources told the website the letter was written in December 2008 and that Brian is Mel's holistic doctor.The actor also tells Oksana that he loves her and "this isn't who I was meant to be. I know it!� I'm scared I can't get back".

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